Sunday, April 20, 2014

Be Like Jesus... Don't Be Stupid

Faithful, regardless of Feelings.

Facts over Feelings.

I am created this way, I firmly believe... perhaps this is my test. My trial. Self-control. Self-discipline, with gentleness, love and kindness, compassion and understanding, but with no reservations or bending.  I trust my gut first, my brain second.  In some situations I know in my heart I did the right thing in trusting my instincts. 

But I need to be so much better about knowing the facts. And not letting my emotions toss me to and fro. In regards to eating, spending and well, everything.

I'm talking about faith here, of which I have so very little. Jesus is the way, the only way, and I have lost sight of that fact -- and am so very thankful I have audio lessons to stimulate my thinking, and touch my heart.

I pray for stick-to-it-ness in regards to my faith. That I keep my eye on the truth of the resurrection.

And the *whatever it is* that allows me to say with conviction, 'Your Will Be Done' - regardless of my fear and doubts, my insecure thoughts and feelings... that I will trust.

Conflict arises already... "I know I am supposed to be doing something with music, and singing"

How do I *KNOW* that?

I don't know how I know, I just know.


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